as a young teenager i never drank, i really was a good girl. i begin my drinking binge just within the last 2 years. i have suffered through a god-awful marriage and a daughter who has decided to go astray. my son is still kicking in my old hometown but they are both roughly 700 miles from where i now live. i am insanely homesick and i miss my children. i dont have any friends here other than the ones who came with the boyfriend... i am mostly slightly depressed and the buzz which comes from the alcohol has done it's best to keep me above water, no pun intended...
this above picture reminds me of my mother. @ Christmas time she was always designated as the "best Martini maker"... i am sure she probably let me and my sister have a drink of her concocotions but i dont remember if i enjoyed it... So i guess, i am making up for Lost Memories...
aaaaahhhh !! the Blue Martini - i have decided that when i get married again which most likely will be in the year 2009 (not that i have been asked) but it's just a case of wishful thinking and i want to wear a dress the color of anything Alcohol Blue... odd, i know!!! but it's what i want...
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