Saturday, March 1, 2008
Life has got to get better ...
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Click the Link Below
i want one of these but in order to have one i would need a desk. in order to have a desk, i'd need a spot to put one. this house was not designed, built, nor bought with me in mind.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
how many $100 builds a house?
Purchase 10 articles of clothing at thrift shops and yard sales this year instead of paying department store prices.
Hang four loads of laundry per week instead of using your dryer.
Once a month make a pizza from scratch instead of having one delivered.
Reduce your soda consumption by four bottles a week.
Reduce your whole milk consumption by two gallons per week, substituting dry milk in cooking, homemade cocoa mix, and in half-and-half for drinking.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Geeky Poetry
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
stolen from FastEasy
To ensure you set the right mood make sure to use the right candle color:
white: peace
red: passion
light blue: happiness
green: fertility
yellow: attraction
pink: love, friendship
orange: stimulation
purple: meditation
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Self Revelations
Sieze the Day, only in my dreams. when i start to seize some thing lately, its as if if it doesnt really exist. but then that could be because i live inside a fairyTale.
i have grown a lot lately. for the past 2 years, roughly, i 've been living with a guy who has a form of Autism. it is referred to as Aspergers and it makes for not happy couple time. dont get me wrong, it hasn't been all bad, but i can assure 189% it hasn't been all good. in the beginning i was suffering from a broken marriage full of domestic violence, abuse of many forms, and a man who lived a quiet life of the saint and the pedophile. i am not going into detail here, now... but i finally got the balls to leave him and did so on September 17th 2006. i have been through counseling as i have said and i have been dealing with the grieving process of a broken domestic abused marriage of 7 years. i have lost my self esteem, self confidence, will to live, and my ability to write. it has made me become very cynical to Everything and Jaded to everything Else.
and this quote above is so "ME"... i have always defined myself as a noncomformist. the girl who is impulsive by nature, liberal by needing to remain politically correct, spontaneous from needing to be different not stale, and indecisive because i am simply never sure of my conflicting self.
and then this morning, well really it was this afternoon, i decided to particpate in something in which i have participated in before and i realized that i NO LONGER enjoy the sport (so to speak)... i am becoming closer to moving on with my life. i like this feeling of learning to live Whole and Well again!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
i Clean Up, nicely ...
the Most Wonderful time 2 drink Beer
as a young teenager i never drank, i really was a good girl. i begin my drinking binge just within the last 2 years. i have suffered through a god-awful marriage and a daughter who has decided to go astray. my son is still kicking in my old hometown but they are both roughly 700 miles from where i now live. i am insanely homesick and i miss my children. i dont have any friends here other than the ones who came with the boyfriend... i am mostly slightly depressed and the buzz which comes from the alcohol has done it's best to keep me above water, no pun intended...
this above picture reminds me of my mother. @ Christmas time she was always designated as the "best Martini maker"... i am sure she probably let me and my sister have a drink of her concocotions but i dont remember if i enjoyed it... So i guess, i am making up for Lost Memories...
aaaaahhhh !! the Blue Martini - i have decided that when i get married again which most likely will be in the year 2009 (not that i have been asked) but it's just a case of wishful thinking and i want to wear a dress the color of anything Alcohol Blue... odd, i know!!! but it's what i want...